I took the last few months off doing development at home, spent some time with family and friends and taking a break from development at home.  I find that I get burnt out programming all day then spending a large part of home time programming as well.  It’s not that I don’t love programming and learning but I personally need that good work/life balance to stay sharp.

In the meantime however I’ve finished the Witcher 3, I had it in my backlog for a long time but didn’t want to start playing it because I knew it would be a significant time investment and not really something you can pick away at without forgetting story-lines, characters or the myriad of controls required to be any good at the game.  I finally finished Witcher 3 and all the DLC which clocked in around 125 hours which was good value if you’re talking cost/vs time spent playing.  I enjoyed the game a lot, it feels like it’s been a really long time since I’ve played a good RPG, I’ve started others but abandoned them due to either boring combat, silly storylines or some other game coming along that caught my fancy.  I had tried previous games in the Witcher series however the combat in there just felt dull so I never did get very far however Witcher 3 is significantly better from an action point of view and the storylines were really memorable so it’s worth your effort if you’re considering it.

I also got invited to the XCloud beta Microsoft is putting on.  Overall I’m pretty impressed, I can’t help think that much of companies cloud offerings have been a lot of hot wind (Looking at your Stadia) however XCloud has been really stable and really easy to use.  If Microsoft packages XCloud as part of Gamepass they will have a winner in my mind.  It’s biggest downfall is bandwidth used.  Playing for around 45 mins used 1.6gb of data (when I was on WIFI) which is pretty crazy.  You’re not going to be using XCloud when you’re on mobile anytime soon, certainly not with how overpriced mobile data is here in Canada.

I also starting doing courses on Angular .  Last year I spent quite a bit of time learning Thymeleaf and Bootstrap as well as familiarizing myself with javascript so I thought it would be interesting to approach web development from a different angle (see what I did there) and since Angular is well recognized it felt like a good topic to learn on.  I’m still very early into my research but thus far I’m excited.  I like how typescript has a lot more type-safety than regular javascript however I find it’s still pretty easy to chop your feet off in Angular and get into a state where understanding where your bug is pretty difficult.  It’s pretty easy to mistype something or poorly name a field or method and have the code break without a lot of feedback why it isn’t working.  Much of that I’m sure is related to my inexperience however.  We’ll see as I get further into my online course if I am off base and being too critical of the tool after being spoiled by using eclipse/intelliJ for so long where I’m very familiar with finding and fixing bugs.

I guess I’ve as usual been slacking and not updated my blog for a while.  Busy at work, enjoying my life.  I haven’t been working on anything for a while but I did find a useful guide that hopefully some of you might find useful.

I have a laptop that I need to keep clean, I won’t go into details but the device is very locked down but is also pretty high end and would be nice to use for other computing reasons, it’s designed for 3D graphics however so locked down that I can’t install any new software on it.  I wanted to install Windows 10 on it but via bootable USB (SSD) but the standards Windows installation doesn’t allow for that, until I found the following post:

https://decryptingtechnology.blogspot.com/2015/09/install-windows-10-on-usb-external-hard.html?m=1

Yeah it’s old, a posting from 2015 but it still works thankfully.

I did have a similar problem that another person had in the comments

I can’t find the file “install.win” in sources but I find install.ESD in the CD of windows 10

however as mentioned, you can google how to convert .ESD to .WIN and continue from there, it’s another step but relatively straightforward.

At this point most of the problems I have is forcing the laptop to boot from USB, the bios on the device is finicky and often won’t boot via USB all the time, but it does work and that is more a side effect of the laptop’s bios rather than a problem with the blog posting guide.

So for the longest time I’ve been avoiding web development, not because I thought I wouldn’t be any good at it but rather I find that front-end web coding required a lot more artistic skills than programming skills, and since I have difficulty drawing stick men I would struggle making something look good on the web side.  It’s not like I’ve never done web programming.  When I ran my PixelSystems consulting company I wrote some java code that built my HTML website whenever I got new pricing from my hardware vendors.  Yeah that sort of thing isn’t done any more, most systems now build the HTML on the back end, certainly the content specific stuff anyway.  But when I wrote my translator stuff I didn’t have access to hosting that allowed for a java servlet and at best I could only really use PHP for server related functionality so it just was the best way to get a dynamic website and grow my business.

Things are changing now.  There aren’t really that many of us old school ‘application’ developers left.  Most everyone these days are ‘full stack’ web developers, with everything moving to ‘the cloud’ and the notion of ‘SAAS‘ the need for actual application developers to write both computational code as well as UI code in Swing or SWT is lessened. Back in September I forced myself to start looking into servlets, how to develop them, how to connect the front-end to the back-end, build dynamic modern websites, how security, OAUTH works and tying an overall idea into an over-arching website.  So far I’ve learned a lot an am actually having fun.  I’m attempting to re-create a pen-and-paper RPG that I played many moons ago but turn it into a web service/website that allows users to come in, build their content using tools I developed then run through scenarios using the pen-and-paper rules built on the back-end having the server drive and enforce the rules.

It’s slow going because as expected the learning curve is nearly vertical.  Thankfully though the internet is a fantastic source of information.  Sometimes I wonder how I grew up in an age that didn’t have such easy access to information.  How did I actually learn to code without a debugger, without instant access to a search engine that can point me to a problem I’m fighting with in code or ways to troubleshoot issues I’m having with my software?  I don’t think new developers today (the ones I’m trying to learn from now) really understood how much harder things were in the old days, when the only way to really debug your code, certainly on some of the more archaic platforms, was to println or console.log variable contents and try and mentally visualize what was going on in the code and why it wasn’t working properly.  I have NO interest to go back to those days but I do think it’s what made me so resilient today when it comes to troubleshooting problems.  My project has a long way to go before I start talking about it.  I would be lucky if I am 10% done and I have been working on it for about 6 months already.  That being said I am a lot further along with it than I expected and much of that is due to having access to the internet as a resource as having so many years experience in finding solutions to difficult problems.

I also had my 25th anniversary at work this month.  Hard to imagine, working at one place for 25 years.  Well, I suppose it hasn’t been at one place since as with the software industry, even from the beginning, we got bought out lots, but thankfully with each buyout I was allowed to keep my seniority so March 14th was effectively my 25th year there.  Even more strange is that there are 5 of us left that have been working together for all those 25 years.  How many people these days, in the computer industry, can say they’ve worked with the same 4 people for 25 years?  I’ve known some of these people longer than I’ve known some of my family.  I guess it helps that for the most part I get along with them well, that after 25 years we know each others strengths and weaknesses and we are a fine-honed machine for producing good code that the company can sell.  All of us at this point are patented developers, my patent isn’t actually official yet but as with most things government related it will take time but I suspect within the next 2-3 years it will be official so that will be another feather in the cap.  

I suppose I’m simply lucky, to have found something I’m good at, that I enjoy and that I can do to make a living at.  We have to spend so much of our lives working to survive and I was lucky enough to find something I actually love doing that actually puts food on the table.

So in fall 2018 a new title by Rockstar (the developers behind the infamous Grand Theft Auto series) released their new project. Red Dead Redemption 2, a sequel to their first Red Dead title released 8 years ago on the XBOX 360/PS3 generation. They had been working on the sequel for 8 years which to me is a good thing, not only because the first game was so good but because RDR2 is amazing.

I won’t go into too much details on the premise of the game, there are enough reviews and blogs about the title that if you want to know more Google can help you, in general though the game is an open-world title set at the turn of the century. Cowboys, robbers, villainy… that sort of thing.

I really enjoyed the title, I upgraded our XBox One S to the XBox One X and RDR2 runs very well on the X in 4K. The HDR support is pretty bad, enough so that I turned it off on the console but the game is so pretty and believable that HDR off didn’t impact the visuals in the game. What actually stands out about RDR2 isn’t visuals, it’s how the game world is so seamless. Often playing sandbox games you can see the hole in the game, where the AI or gameplay or activities feel ‘gamey’ or clunky but RDR2 didn’t have that feeling. It plays more like a ‘cowboy simulator’ as opposed to GTA set in cowboy land. What also really stood out for me were all the random events that happen in the game. Strangers met out on the road, fist fights that break out in the saloons, people asking for help that you meet organically playing the game.

Some of the controls and aiming in the game aren’t perfect, some of these issues are likely due to all the animation they implemented in the game but none of this was something that I couldn’t live with. I didn’t get too much into the online option of the game, after finishing the single player story clocking at 97 hours, I felt I got what I wanted out of the game.

Many moons ago I used to be pretty proficient at 3D programming.  Not really for work but more side projects, fun, to learn.  I wouldn’t say I’m artistic, hell, I can barely draw a stick-man.  I do know what looks good though thematically, a side effect of 25 years of UI and software design I suppose.

I haven’t kept up with things though, which is part of why it’s always difficult for me to understand people who say “I’m bored”.  There are simply so many things to learn, to spend time tinkering with and have fun playing with that I never have enough time.  I suppose I’m used to the old days, the pre-internet era where you had to learn everything the hard way, going over endless books, chatting on BBSes, finding examples in magazines and so on that I find it extremely easy to find side projects to play with on the internet and relatively quick and easy to become proficient at those new toys and techniques.  Not saying I’m an expert in everything I mess around with but I usually get enough knowledge to have fun and feel like I learned something quickly.

Anyway, back on topic… In one of my numerous daily meetings I found out that there are a number of projects that plan on using the three.js system for 3D rendering.  While listening to the presenter discuss their techniques I loaded up the information on three.js and saw they have a ton of pretty cool demos as well as a very cool example page that shows off the myriad of features the engine supports.  I was impressed.  How is all of this possible inside a browser window?  When did that happen?  I always found web pages rather .. bland.. when compared to the demo/intro scene of yester-year.  This ability to render 3d objects and effects in a browser window seemed like fun.  I hate the logo you see at the top of the screen and wanted to try and replicate it but animated, using this three.js system.

Well, after experimenting and reviewing their examples I had a bunch of things working and was excited to play more but hit a roadblock.  Well not a roadblock stopping me from work but something that I’d fight with every step.  Javascript.  Javascript is the back end language you use to leverage your three.js content.  You might say “well Will, you write java code every day, you have been for more than 15 years, why would you consider Javascript a roadblock, surely you can apply some of your daily practice and be proficient at javascript instantly”.  Well sir, you’d be wrong.  I suppose after 25 years of professional development and countless years learning in grade school I’ve been ruined by structured programming languages.  Javascript is the wild wild west, the rules are so loose that you can chop your feet off and not even know it until you start running.  I found it very difficult to organize my ideas into logical pieces then have them communicate with the code effectively.  I’m very sure it’s an experience thing but I like having organized ideas that are totally encapsulated.  Where the concepts do not contaminate each other except for what you wish to expose.. With Javascript you can do anything anywhere, making the code, in my opinion, messy.  If I try and code up nice tightly composed ideas I find with my idea of keeping the ideas separate and easy to use.

I can work around javascript, its just a matter of relaxing the years abuse of writing small cohesive pieces of code and being more relaxed with my designs.  Sadly though the WordPress CMS backend I’m using for this website it’s exceedingly difficult to embed javascript elements without re-writing much of the theme you’re using.  I wanted to change the logo above to make it animated but realize that I’d have to rewrite the theme I’m using to accommodate for doing that and I’m lazy so I’ll just post my example to a supplemental web page instead you can visit here:

http://www.pixelsystems.net/proto/logo.php

It’s not really a 1-to-1 translation of the graphic logo animated but just me learning how to load 3D fonts, implement tweening, how to programatically fill a cat-mull spline polygon and so on.

What is impressive, after all my complaining is the cost of entry to start learning and having fun with javascript and three.js.  The cost of entry is nothing, beyond the time required to read and experiment.  I was always impressed what you got for free with Java (free language, free IDE, tons of source code), with Javascript it’s even easier, there are tons of good editors out there for writing code, many of which interface with libraries like three.js and offer code completion, running right out of the IDE and other niceties that we take for granted now.  It’s very easy to write code, save it and run it instantly.  You can debug it instantly in your browser so very quick access to the data structures, their contents, console logging and so on, with nothing else to install and set up.

I’ll likely add this stuff to the endless parade of “play more with when I have free time” items on my plate.

Just a little update, my last post was detailing how I’ve renewed my Minix Box, however I’ve since then essentially retired it.  It was still usable (and I may still use it at a different location) I did come into an inexpensive laptop that works flawlessly for driving my TV.  Since it has an SSD it starts significantly faster and with the extra horsepower doesn’t chug like the aging Minix.

I have started a few new side projects worth noting, I’ll discuss the one that’s taken up most of my time recently.  In the past I picked up a few inexpensive WIFI low light webcams.

For the better part of 2 years I ran them with some commercial software called WebCamXP which allowed me to configure a wide range of motion sensing security for the cams, off-site storage of security footage, notification and so on.  It worked really well, hence me using it for 2 years but… It required a dedicated Windows PC to JUST sit and monitor and detect camera footage.  It’s not like I don’t have spare PCs lying around but it did use a significant amount of processing power to do complex frame comparisons to provide accurate motion detection.  The cameras also, like most things that are inexpensive, were not terribly reliable, they would often need resetting.  Most likely due to the sheer amount of traffic they were generating (5-12 FPS of a 720×540 feed running 24/7 on wifi).

For the last 6 months or so I sort of just disabled the system and the cams sat idle.  Until I came across a inexpensive deal on DDR around a Chinese home monitoring system, “Xiaomi Mijia 6 in 1 Smart Home Security Kit“.

It arrived without issue from China and thankfully works pretty well out of the box.  The initial gateway configuration was a bit strange considering the gateway ONLY speaks Chinese, the prompts however aren’t that important and it integrated with my WIFI fine and was able to detect all the supplemental devices just fine.  The Kit I got came with the gateway (which acts as the hub for the sub devices), a motion sensor, door/window sensor, remote switch, Chinese specific AC WIFI plug and temperature humidity sensor.  The nice thing is that it’s ridiculously easy to add new devices and the devices that came with the package were easily discovered by the gateway and instantly added to the Android app without issue.

I used the MIHOME kit for a few months, happy with how it was working.  The sub devices run on coin batteries, can be placed pretty much anywhere in the home and work flawlessly.

One day I must have just been killing time and happened upon OpenHAB2.  The premise is that it is a self contained package that runs on most systems (Win/Linux/RaspberryPI) which brings together all your internet type devices into one easy to use and manage location.  Since I am running a Linux machine at home to manage my media and other services it made sense to install OpenHAB and see if I could get it to drive the MIHOME as well as the webcams and other devices.  After some installation and configuration I had OpenHAB talking to the MIHOME kit, my garage door opener, Orvibo wifi socket, webcams, cell phones etc.  The system allows me to write some pretty complex rules like:

“If no-one is home and I detect the garage door open then send Will an Android notification message saying….The Garage Door is open, did you leave it open?”

or

“If I detect motion from the MIHOME motion sensor on the main floor and no one is home, turn on the WIFI socket and lamp, start recording the main floor webcam and send myself an Android notification message that motion was detected”

I’m still experimenting with it, I do wish it had a better remote viewing type application that was easier to use than configuring a VPN or other security type layers.  I like that it uses significantly less power, less bandwidth with a lot more flexibility on what activities the devices are available to perform.  I do like that OpenHAB is developed in Java, something I’m familiar with so making changes or investigating improvements is pretty easy, though the build system is quite complex.

I’ve since ordered a few more motion and door sensors for the MIHOME kit which will easily integrate with OpenHAB to provide better coverage for my home.

Back in mid 2015 I bought an Android TV box, I had seen around my work office a few iterations of these “tv-on-a-stick” devices but most were half baked ideas, using too weak hardware with too little ram to provide a compelling experience.  The idea itself was cool, you would create a device that for all intents and purposes was an Android tablet or phone but without the screen, the device would plug into the HDMI slot of your TV and would come with an external power supply (wall wart) or be powered via USB.  Android was flexible enough to make this work so it seemed like an excellent idea.  Who wouldn’t want their mobile apps to run on their TV.  Youtube, Plex, Chrome, Play Music, Spotify, Kodi, all using your TV for the display.

You might say “well this isn’t a new idea” and I suppose that’s true, but keep in mind this was before chromecast became a lot more fully-fleshed out.  Even now comparing the flexibility of a TV box vs Chromecast isn’t a fair comparison.  The TV box does give you flexibility that chromecast can never compare to.  Sadly though most of the initial TV boxes were underpowered so the experience was frustrating.  Software crashes, overheating and so on gave the cheap imported devices a bad reputation.

In 2015 I bought a Minix Neo X8-H Plus.  It had great hardware, a reasonable amount of ram, all in a nice package.

Minix Neo X8-H Plus

The device worked great but as time went on, and is the case with Android OS updates got fewer and fewer support for the device eventually stopped and software slowly stopped working as well.  The OS version was too old for the newer software and often updates from the Google Play store stopped coming due the device’s age.  It was stuck on Android 4.2 and to put it in perspective as I write this the newest Android is 8.X.

Luckily on a whim this last week I did some searching and it turns out that someone in the Minix/Android community created a hacked Android 5.1 version of the OS for the Minix.  This would significantly improve the ability to run newer software.  After reading the notes at the minixforums.com and following a few of the posts I upgraded the device and oddly enough the device has regained a lot more life.  The developer removed a lot of the typical Android bloat making the device appear a lot more responsive, the new OS allowed me to install a lot of software that simply wasn’t possible on the last OS the device was running (Kodi 17, Steam Link beta as examples).

This is one of the reasons why I like Android.  Yeah, it can be a chaotic mess, yeah there is little incentive for companies to keep updating legacy hardware for new OS updates, but thankfully, if you chose a piece of hardware that has an active community updating it, there is a good chance you’ll squeak out another year or two out of your aging devices.  It cannot be understated.  When buying an Android device MAKE SURE you look into the community to see if there is active development for that device.  Yes, you might find a similar or better priced device from China but if it doesn’t have anyone developing for it then it’s lifespan will be much shorter than you’d like.  It will always be better to pay a little more for a device that has an active community for it.

Well maybe not lazy but I’m certainly not proactive in actually updating this place.  I had a lot of personal changes in my life this year.  Broke up with a partner of 4 years, blew out my knee requiring surgery (meniscus tear from practicing Brazilian jiu-jitsu), cleaned myself up, met a new partner.

In the process of all those changes I had time to actually enjoy my life and the things that I love.  I was disappointed about my injury since BJJ has been an important part of my life for the last 5 years but it did give me time to get back into tech and gaming, something I had started at the beginning of this year as my last post suggested but wasn’t really enjoying as much as I wanted since I was using a lot of it to escape my unhappiness in my relationship.  I seem to try and escape to gaming whenever I’m unhappy.  I am gaming again but this time because I’m enjoying it rather than escaping to it.

This year I’ve finished:

• Battlefield Hardline
• Titanfall 2
• Doom 2016
• Gears of War 4
• Mafia 3
• Borderlands 2
• Grim Dawn
• Dishonored
• Mad Max

I enjoyed the majority of them, all were finished on PC, none I paid full price for.  It’s a side effect of Steam and endless places to find deals on Steam keys.  GOG, Fanatical, Chrono.GG, CDKeys,   Humble Bundle,  all are fantastic for finding deals on your games, and when used in tandem with sites like IsThereAnyDeal and SteamDB it’s easy to make sure you pay the least money for the most software.

I also managed to borrow a friends Oculus DK2

VR Headset

which was a lot of fun.  I found the setup relatively easy, mostly because my PC can handle VR without too much fuss but I did find the screen not very good and saw the ‘screen door effect‘ too pronounced.  It did show how far VR has come in the last 30 years.  I recall in college being very interested in VR, it probably helped that at the time the “Lawnmower Man” was popular in the theaters as well.

If the retail kits of Vive or Oculus weren’t so expensive I’d consider buying in but as it stands I think I’ll wait at least 1 more generation before jumping in.  By then I’ll need a new video card anyway and since I’ve seen bundled kits (with new GPU) there is a good chance similar bundles will be offered for the next generation.  Hopefully they’ll be wireless by then too.

I also bought a new AVR and TV as well.  My AVR is an Onkyo TX-NR757

Which wasn’t a huge upgrade from my existing AVR but I got a good deal (less than half price) and this new model will support 4K and HDR which is something I’m interested in.  At the time my TV was still a 2012 1080P Panasonic Plasma which still looks nice but leaves a lot to be desired in terms of framerate and size.  I recently upgraded to a Vizio P65-C1 that I got from Costco which so far has been really good.  It’s technically last years’ model however the panel itself is identical to the E1 which is the 2017 model yet the C1 comes with a nice tablet to control the device.  We can never have enough gadgets can we?

I haven’t actually been gaming at 4K as my 980GTX can’t really keep a consistent 60fps and once you’re used to gaming at high framerates it’s difficult to go back to console level 30fps.  I still have the XBONE and PS4 hooked up to the AVR and TV but with the Vizio I have my PC hooked up to the high-framerate HDMI port which allows gaming at 120FPS which is pretty nice.  It’s really uncommon for TVs to have an uncapped 120fps HDMI connector and it was one of the reasons why I bought the Vizio over the Sony X900e.  Perhaps next year I’ll upgrade the GPU and then play at 4K@60hz but for now I’m happy with 1080P@120hz

Looking forward to some time off work in December, hoping to finish some more of my backlog like Halo Wars 2, Prey and Dark Souls 3.  That and sleeping in a few days with luck.

Happy New Year!

Back in the 90s and early 2000s I was a full time PC gamer, I cut my teeth on Doom, Quake, Unreal and the myriad of 1st and 3rd person games using mouse and keyboard and felt like I was competitive, or at least could hold my own against random gamers in the game lobbies of the day.

In 2005 with the release of the 360 and eventually PS3, the downfall of the PC industry (mid 2000s were in my opinion the dark days of PC gaming) I switched to consoles for simplicity. I had kids at the time and didn’t have as much spare time to tweak my PC, upgrade and Steam was still not the convenient behemoth of software that it is now. It just made sense to switch to consoles.

Now I recall playing Call of Duty 2 on the 360 and thinking, “using a controller sucks, it’s so bloody difficult to feel accurate, I wish I could use m&k or buy some addon to use M&k, I’ll never get good at using a controller”. It took time, but I did eventually get decent at using a controller. Eventually I did end up love using a controller, it was common for all machines (no different key layouts, no different weights per-controller if compared to mice). It was nice to be able to game at home then go to family’s house and play on a different console and not be bothered about the control mechanism because in the end all controllers are basically the same. This last year I got back into PC gaming, I got a good used gaming PC off my local Kijiji, loaded steam and realized that it was time to go back to PC gaming. It was easy to use the 360 wireless controller dongle to use controllers and thus I figured I could just replace my console gaming with PC gaming, save money and enjoy games at a better graphical fidelity. Until last night when I decided it was time to go buy a nice gaming mouse and keyboard.

What the hell happened to me? I feel like a club footed, one-eyed gimp monkey playing shooters (in my certain case, The Division). I can’t remember all the keys to play the game properly. Using a keyboard doesn’t feel intuitive for movement, opening inventory, mantling barricades, sticking for cover, etc. I died 5 times in the span of 15 minutes because the mouse felt TOO fast, movement too twitchy.

I never thought going back to M&K after 10+ years away from it would be so damn difficult. I love my new mouse and keyboard but I won’t lie, I was seriously questioning my decision on buying the new components.

Anyone else find the same? Anyone else decide to skip M&K and stick with a controller?

I played a few competitive matches with a controller in Gears 4 PC but I could tell that to get to the ‘next level’ online, at least in Gears4, I would need to use something that allowed for faster aiming but damn, I suspect I would suck so bad using M&K people on my team would question if I was drunk.

TLDR: Going back to M&K from a controller is a lot harder than I thought.

This is the mouse that I bought:

Logitech G502 Proteus Spectrum

And here is the Keyboard:

Logitech G610 Orion Brown Backlit Mechanical

Since Demon Soul’s release date back in 2009 I’ve avoided FromSoftware’s games.  Mostly due to a bias against Japanese games but also from what I had read online.  Don’t get me wrong, I don’t HATE Japanese games but rather I have a low tolerance to their storytelling and voice acting (which in the past has been pretty sketchy).  Don’t believe me or disagree?  I’ll post this animated GIF here from the “beloved” Metal Gear Solid series to remind you how goofy some Japanese games can be:

Now bizarre character story and storytelling with cringe-worthy voice acting is one thing but a game that punishes you is another.  Not all of us are college or younger kids who not only have lightning fast reflexes but endless hours of free time that they can dedicate to playing a game that punishes them for mistakes.  Probably the biggest barrier for me to wanting to even try FromSoftware’s games was the online notion that their games punish you when you make a mistake, possibly throwing away hours of game-play when you die, forcing you to retrace your steps.  I avoided even reading about their games when I first read that mistakes can be very costly.

Well, this winter, on a whim I noticed on Steam that Dark Souls : Prepare To Die Edition (aptly named I initially thought) was on sale for $5.  I was bored and figured that since I had upgraded my HTPC (another post on this topic on the way) I would ‘waste’ $5 to see how the game ran and see firsthand how bad the game really was.  After about 20 hours in I could see I was sorely mistaken and gladly happy to say that the crow I was eating was delicious and that I was now a fan of FromSoftware and their ‘Soulsborne’ game design.

The graphics and setting for Dark Souls was good, I mean, I did grow up reading the Hobbit and Lord of the Rings and played D&D as a kid so I like the medieval fantasy setting.  Dark Souls doesn’t deviate too much in this respect, yeah there are some odd monsters/creatures that don’t fit in the Tolkien-esq realm but I am okay with that.  Yeah, Dark Souls does have some odd storytelling, certainly the introduction movie will raise your eyebrows and leave you scratching your head saying “WTF?!?”.   But within the first few hours these issues that were my first notion that I wouldn’t like the game went away.  The game starts out with a sense of mystery, foreboding doom and horrors waiting for you around the next corner.  The game gives you a sense of fear and excitement about what is coming next, something I hadn’t experienced in a very long time in gaming.  After playing for a while and making to the first major area in the game the dreaded “punishing” gameplay mechanic began.  Not because the game was unfair but rather the game punishes you for rushing and not taking your time.  For myself the lions share of ‘punishment’ was seen when I died and had to retrieve my work, often I would try and rush back to where I left off, make another mistake and thus lose my progress.  It was my fault, I was impatient, didn’t think things through, or got pissed off and in the process made critical errors because I didn’t take my time or was playing too aggressively.

This is the crux of my post.  The adage for the Soulsborne games is “get gud”.  When I initially read about Dark Souls this “get gud” statement was used commonplace on the gaming forums for reply to posts about the game being too hard or punishing.  Get gud was one of the reasons why initially I ignored FromSoftware’s games, it felt like a scapegoat for the game being designed poorly or punishing for the sake of being a ‘hardcore’ game.  When you play Dark Souls however you realize that there is some merit in the moniker.  There are some sections in the Soulsborne games that are difficult, there is no question…but, when you take your time, learn the timing of the enemies, understand the strengths and weaknesses of your equipment and essentially ‘get good’ or skilled with what you are working with there is a colossal sense of achievement when you actually pass a particularly difficult section or finish off a boss that handed you your ass on more than one occasion.

I’d say that I’m at this point a huge FromSoftware fan.  I finished Dark Souls in around 80 hours.  I didn’t do all the DLC expansions, to be honest I only went through one of them.  I was happy with what I played of the game though and finishing the main game storyline prompted me to pick up Bloodborne on my PS4 when I noticed it went on sale.  Again, I was thrilled at the game, initially it started off difficult but with practice, time and patience I got better and due to the improve graphics was blown away at many of the locales in the game and enemies (boss and ‘generic’) within the game.  I haven’t clocked exactly how much time I spent in Bloodborne but I would be surprised if it was less than 50 hours.  Lastly I picked up Dark Souls 2 on PC a few months back before summer and just finished it (and 2 of the 3 DLC expansions).  Clocking in at over 60 hours it’s clear that there is a lot of game in all of the Soulsborne games.  I have not yet picked up Dark Souls 3 but it’s on my Steam wishlist and once I clean up my backlog a bit I expect to pick it up, hopefully during Christmas.

I am happy to be wrong about Dark Souls and FromSoftware’s other games.  I think anyone who hasn’t actually given them a chance is missing out.